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2002-04-21T12:45:00.000-05:00

i completly forgot that i even had a blog but it doesnt even matter, it's not like anyone ever reads it .so whatever

2002-04-10T22:14:00.000-05:00

ok everything is still super blah, we are talking the most super blahness there is (if that makes any sense)

2002-04-09T18:41:00.000-05:00

blah!, today was blah- and that is all i have to say
well actually blah does not nearly describe today,not at all.
today was more like super fucked up shit

2002-04-06T15:46:00.000-06:00

so ya.. last night was the dance.. it was fun- i guess.
all i know is that i looked good!! :)
dinner was kinda boring and disgusting

2002-03-31T19:51:00.000-06:00

so i just got back from austin
it was fun!!
lauren's hair looks really cute!!

2002-03-26T21:03:00.000-06:00

OK the past three days shopping shopping and more shopping!!!!! so fun!!
I bought my dress!!!! it so cute!! me happy :) I look GOOD!!!
I have to buy shoes!
I know I sound like such a ditz but whatever!

2002-03-24T17:32:00.000-06:00

So yesterday, i went shopping with Sailu and Sarah- I found a super cute dress but didnt buy it.
And then we spent the night @ Sailu's, (I swear Sarah was on crack) It was great!
At then i went home, slept, got up did nothing, went back to sleep and here i am.

2002-03-23T12:36:00.000-06:00

Ah- so confused..
I dunno if i like him or not, i dont want to say his name even though most prob already know, i bet they told him- great :( i dunno
stupid dance! arg!!!
stupid TASC!!

2002-03-22T20:26:00.000-06:00

Well just when i thought things couldn't get any worse, they did. On Thursday they had TASC &HC elections. And of course I didnt get it, which i am happy for sailu (you rock!!), but i really really wanted this, really really bad.I think it would be fun, i think i would be good at it, and it would look great for college, which is very important to me- cuz my grades are not that great,my PSAT score sucks and i really do not do that many activities, i dont have time, but i am going to have to get a scholarship, a big one cuz i have no idea how I am going to pay for college. God it all sucks :(. This whole month has sucked really really bad, Only one good thing happened but it isnt even that great- and now (i know everyone is gunna freak out again, but I dont care) but i really dont want to go to the dance, it is not worth it, at all. And even me and Sailu are growing apart- which is the last thing i need at the moment. But i know it is my fault, cuz when i am all depressed cuz everything sucks i am quiet, i just dont talk.
The TASC people get to set up for the dance, see most people dont understand, i live for doing stuff like that, that is like the one thing i am good at and actually like doing, it is my passion and i dont even get to do that!

2002-03-17T18:14:00.000-06:00

Ok so I just got back form Jacob's House , we are completely finished!!!!! It looks damn GOOD!! Now I only have to do my English and math and write my speech.:(

2002-03-16T10:37:00.000-06:00

so Ya I was at Sarah's last night we are almost finished!! not thanks to phil, jacob or zac.
But whatever it is their grade
I know that mrs. meyer loves the other group stuff- but i am gonna say it- ours is gonna be better, even though we arent super rich and have a color laser printer, i mean we are the underdogs, no one expects us to do much, but dont worry cuz we will!

2002-03-12T21:02:00.000-06:00

And then there is one more thing that bothers me even more- but i cant say

2002-03-12T20:52:00.000-06:00

OMG!!! i just wrote a super long depressing blog and my computer froze!!! :(
God that sucks- at the moment everything sucks: school, projects, friends,the fact that i had to drop tennis, teachers, grades,everything.
Everything is so blah and boring
I really want to leave CES- I want to go to TAG, but mr.&mrs. meyer talked sailu out of going, and i really dont want to go if she isnt.I dont want to to sound all clinging and everything but she is my best friend- in fact she is the only best friend that i have ever had. Oh yah mr/ and mrs. meyer talked to sailu about her leaving, but of course would they ever talk to me. HA!! let me see um.... NO! I know this is not sailu's fault. But mr meyer hates me- ever since mr meyer started woking here- he hasnt said a single word, not one word at all to me directly. But i guess that is my fault cuz i am quiet.And then there is mrs. meyer...... This is not the first time stuff like this has happened, it always happens to me. The people i am closest to get all the attention all the time. I mean i am not saying i want like a spotlight on me- but alittle attention sometime would be somewhat nice (but then again it is prob my fault cuz i am quiet!!!!!!!)
Ok and then there is TASC, which i really want to do and know i could do a really good job- i know i will get nominated the voting is the problem.
And then there is the dance- blah, i prob wont even go- it is pointless: I spend money, look damn good, for what? I never have fun, and this is semiformal, like you are supposed to have an escort. Ha! me get an escort!
I know i sound whiny but whatever
I also know that this prob doesnt make sense- but whatever (again)- hardly neone reads this- which i guess is a good thing
Yah:everything sucks and I said whatever alot but -WHATEVER

2002-03-10T19:28:00.000-06:00

Hola, this weekend was so boring, all I did was work on my world history project- really not fun, i dont know how we are going to finish, I also have to do my math project :)- too many projects, all at once, school sucks I cant wait till spring break

2002-03-06T18:43:00.000-06:00

ya so today we had an all day tennis tournament it was awesome! i mean i suck and all but i got to miss school, which totally rox!, I got to miss Spanish! but I have three test tommorow, and a butload of spanish to do....
I am sooooooo tired, getting up at 5:30 is not fun

2002-03-01T20:47:00.000-06:00

ok ya so taday was GREEEEAAAAATTTTTT!!!! (NOT)
I found out alot of stuff.. which is not that great which is all not true
FOR THE RECORD I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THAT I AM NOT A LESBIAN!
today i also got the baby, Josh has not cried at all (so far)
me and Sailu left a great message!!
Ya!!! I cant wait till May 9th!!! JEW!!! and Sarah's b-day!!!

2002-02-25T20:06:00.000-06:00

ok ya I know i never update my blog.......well i have a reason, not a good one just a plain old boring reason, i have nothing to write about.. really.
but ya ok, Today we went to babies "r" us.. it was fun, me and sailu will make great parents! (not together, for all your prevs out there)coughcoughsarahcoughcough j/k
babies are expensive
i have to do my spanish paper, i really dont want to :( yupyup
again, i cant think of what to type
i miss my ghetto, shot up tissue box, i need it cuz i am stupid and pregnant j/k
my ghetto tissue box rox!!

2002-02-24T17:57:00.000-06:00

Hola... i am really really bored
I also really really need to do my homework, I dont wanna do Spanish... sooooo boring..............
ya so... i can't think of what to type

2002-02-18T13:27:00.000-06:00

So.. science fair poster boards are sooo fun!! (not)
i am bored......................................

2002-02-15T23:06:00.000-06:00

OK very hyper!!!!!
Just got back from Sailu's- which was very fun
We beat up alex, and hid his hat, he is slow!!! (no offense)
& I played with Sailu's cousin- she is so cute
ok the whole 8th grade kinda twisted
someone is a bitch
Love squared!!!
(hehe)
OK, i cant think of what to type so blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
PS= i never want to have children!!!!
hehe!!

2002-02-08T23:36:00.000-06:00

Blah- i feel blah- sick/depressed
i have to get up really early, so i can go set up for gala, (fun NOT)
why do people make fun of me for being quiet??- i mean it is just who i am, and everyone just wants me to loud, i might as well dye my hair blonde- so what if i am not loud, what does it matter?????
it really sux that we only have one person for gala- i am sorry but me and sailu deserve better
so ya.. i met alex- he is not really bad at all- he is funny & smart alittle moody but him & someone (i wonder who) would totally click!
Happy Valentines Day to everyone!!!
I am so busy this weekend_it is mainly stuff that i don't even want to do
well i gotta sleep so buhbye

2002-02-07T22:23:00.000-06:00

SMU won their game- close, i wish we could play like them
i get to keep the gala puppy- i am sorry but she is soooooooooooo cute!!! i call her daisy!!
2maro is drew's party- i dunno if i will have fun or not- really depends on my mood, usually i am not a party person, i dunno why?
sailu i am sorry your doggy died :(
brit i hope sean is ok
sarah + sklyer = love!!!!
2maro i get to meet alex (sailu's secret love, besides me of course!! j/k)
other: Josh is not a man-ho he is hott!!!
well i gtg, tons to do, later!!!

2002-02-06T22:10:00.000-06:00

Ok my first day back!!! NOT
It snowed!!!! yeah but then of course it melted :(
I had to but drew a b-day present (i dont know why even though i have known him since 4th grade i never really talked to him), but then my mom decided she had to buy a dress for the gala, whatever, even though i had other stuff to do i had to come
I went to the library (biblioteca) w/ sarah, fun!!! we talked about skyler (hehe)
Jacob and Sarah broke up finally!!, when will sadie be going out with jacob??? or luke/mark?
Josh and Chad micheal Murray are Hottttt!!!! (Josh is not a man ho!!!)
I went to walgreens to buy drew a present (i know it is sad) whatever.. candy the universal gift!!
i have to go to an SMU game 2maro, fun!!! (i hope you-know-who is still sick!!)
I am still kinda icky myself :( three medicines three times a day!!!!
blahblahblah.. i dunno, i gotta go take my shower sure that you care but whatever
pease out homies!! (lol)

2002-02-05T18:55:00.000-06:00

ok today this is what i did or thought about...
1) it snowed, yeah!!!
2) I was still sick which sux, but i got to miss school
3) we have ONE kid for the baby sitting thing :(
4) Skley and Sarah belong together (sorry sarah had to be said)
5)i cleaned my room
6)i have tons of hw, for missing 2 days of school funfun
7)Josh is so hott!! (Sarah he is not a man-ho!!!!!)
8) V-day is coming up, goodygoody, not i have no one!
9) Gilmore Girls is on today!!
10) Skler is super adorable, Sailu and i are his fan club
11) My sister is a jerk
12) I dunno i cant think of what to write!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!